hair hair hair

I like long hair =D unfortunately it takes so long time to get it (back), almost every girl is so stupid and get a short haircut some time in her life and then she regret it =D Now I just have to wait... ^^

shoes !!

Ah, just love it! Spring is here, snow is gone, its warm outside.. And last week I thougt it was time to change my jackets and shoes, so some of my my spring/summer shoes are out now, for those of you who know me quite well know that I dont wear shoes at all in summer ;)

So here you see some of my shoes, hard to decide every day which pair I should choose ;) But my absolute favorite are flip flops, you see these "simple" flip flops with black? you cannot have more comfortable summer shoes, they were not that cheap actually ;) Anyway, I probably have millions of flip flops, love those here as well =)

So, that was something about my shoes =D Next will be to get all these sweaters and jeans out of my closet ;)

Easter

Sooo, here we go 4 days of, for almost everyone-besides me =D As I said earlier did I have to do much, well, gotta blame myself actually, could have done more before ;-/ Anyway, too late to do anything about it and no reason to complain ;)

On maundy thursday I first cleaned up a bit and then I studied. In the evening training with actually only Joel :-P But good, so I could go through all the stuff for graduation. Good that we have about 3 wks left, I'm quite positive :) After that I was with Greger at a friends place, they have a funny dog, well.. she actually looks like a bear ;-) Very big dog as you probably can imagine hehe. They have a crazy cat as well ;-) I was the driver so no drinking for me, not yet at least ;) So after that we went home and talked about everything possible with some wine and beer. *lol* They showed my some little mistakes that I still have in my hyang and we talked about some other club issues, we dont know how to handle everything yet, so its good to have some that actually did that before ;) and I'm the chairperson (president sounds actually better :-P ) of our Hapkido club so I should know some things to avoid problems ;-) Late dinner and some more whiskey, then home where I had to share my blanket with joel ;-P

the cat liked my bag =D

On good friday (gosh you have funny names for these public holidays ;-). Hm yeah, what did we actually do? My memory is not the best haha o.O Anyway, didnt do that much, just hanging around, I was the driver agian, Joel and Greger quite tired :-P We were at Gregers friends place again to get summer tyre for the audi. In the evening we were just driving around to test the 4 wheels-drive or however you'd call it in english :-P Spent the evening with cheez doodles and trocadero watching a movie ;)


Holy Saturday I started with my university books (booooring right now) and after that bbq on the balcony with greger, joel and tobias. Was goood I have to say, pork tenderloin, marinaded in some sweet-and-sour, cant remember what but it was good. And then with tagliatelle. Yummy ! In the evening we were just sitting and talking, a movie, some wine.. =)

Easter Sunday; studying, cleaning, eating.. =D In the evening Greger and I had dinner at my mothers place, was really nice actually, and good food as well ;-) Missed my dogs =) Quote of the evening: " you dont need a guru, you need a greger" =D thats what he said to my mother hahaha ;) got some sweets as well hihi. oh and we had 18,5° today :-O me like!!!

Easter Monday today, woke up late, study day and 18° outside again, should actually be outside but yeah.. :( no time. Too lazy to spend my time inbetween outside as well, borrowed one of gregers computers so I can finally play again as well :P At the moment black and white, was a while ago =)

Tomorrow I'll have to go to preschool for some last interviews ans observations, then I'll probably have to write the whole week, leaving for university on sunday =)


easter weather: sunny and always between 13° and 19° =) me like

nothing can be more swedish

Typical swedish food, tasty, easy to do and you never get sick of it, guess I ate it the whole week =D So here we go, typical swedish food is that here, meatballs and macaroni ;)

busy busy busy

oh boy, just realized these days that I have so much to do, and now only one week left to read all my books and write thousand of pages =( a bit stressed out. Unfair, everyone else got vacation here ;-( Had some extra training as well, we trained tuesday to thursday every evening, my leg still hurts but yeah, just gotta do that. Graduation in the end of may, everythings gotta look perfect =)

Had a nice break on wednesday, spent my time with Lena, checking out the new "café 56" here in norsjö and had some ice cream while sitting in the sun. She was really excited cause her parents where coming this evening =) Figured out that the new pirates of the caribbean 4 is coming here in the middle of may so we're going to watch it =)

I'm studying all day and just get dizzy of it, but I have to keep going, only one month left and thats not that much hm? But soooo much to do :-( And the guys just ate all of my ice cream =D So I needed to buy chips so that I at least have something ;-)

Yeah thats pretty much it, now easter, feels like I actually should study every day but I guess it will just drive me crazy then, so will see. A bit of everything =)

Lonely day

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DnGdoEa1tPg

And if you go,
I wanna go with you 

And if you die,
I wanna die with you
Take your hand and walk away

Just love that song =)
*lonely day- system of a down

weekend

Training on friday was veeeery exhausting :P Gosh, so tired after that ! Tried to do sth after that but I fell asleep quite soon ;-) Sunday was a study day, started 9am ( !! a saturday :-O !! ) and was done some time in the early evening. After that I went to Gregers mother, we were all sitting, drinking some wine. :-)

Kenneth and Greger started to talk about german history and politics, and I studied the whole day so guess if I was interested ;) Some wine later we went home with the dogs, Greger directly fell asleep =D Oh and amazing, 03:40 am- it really starts to get light outside by then :-O

So on sunday I woke up with a headache, wonder why, didnt drink much at all actually ^^ Anyway, could finally get out of my bed around 11am and went out for a walk with Spike =) Otherwise a calm day, studied a bit, sent some stuff and died after dinner, ate way too much xD Noodles and meatballs ;-) 

Even noticed that Gabriel can walk now on his own without any help, so cute, and time is just fleeting, I remember when he tried to move somewhere from laying on his back and it didn't really work out :P Sweet little charmer he is =)

So, that was my weekend, now I need to study hard this week and have to go to pre-school to observe some things, Easter next weekend =) And only one month left, then is school out for summer =D Great! Like it :) And in the end of june I'll fly to germany 2wks to visit my cousins and some friends =) Really need that I think. Have some things on my mind since december and never really had time to get away from everything to free my mind, study all the time and yeah, cannot really just let everything go and relax.. So I'll finish all my tasks that I've gotta do and then off to germany, to free my mind and meet my beloved that are so far away =) Hope that more are coming up next summer, would be great =)

spring is here

Amazing, just lovely, had wonderful weather outside the whole week, warm and sunny =)  I even think that I got some colour, feels like I'm not that pale as I use to be =D Didn't study so much though =D Was outside most of the time with Ida, sunbathing, eating cake- Lemoncake and trocadero, hmmm ;) 12°C in the shadow, a bit cold wind sometimes but ok. We found a place were its not so wondiy and actually quite hot when the sun was shining. (Backside of the house she lives in :-P ) Unfortunately no sun after 3pm, so we moved to my backyard, good that I only live 1minute across the street :-P We even trained some Hyang *lol* and watched my neighbour and his friends trying to tip a car or whatever they actually were doing :-P 

Her cats are funny, she's got another one now, a little gray one, called Molly, 5 months =) Sweet and.. totally crazy =D

Even helped her to get all the stuff out of the old kitchen, they're getting a new one now =) Max decided though to get in there instead xD Well, Molly did the same actually ;)

Just got some snow left, only some parts beside. It was going really fast, from one day to the other a lot of snow just disappeared. So, longing for summer =) If I think about last year.. had way more snow in april and I know that it was snowing a lot in the middle of april when I worked, was about to drive home and it was just snowing and snowing, horrible. Dont think that there will come more snow now, otherwise I'll die, already going around in my flip flops =D Becca was just looking at me „seriously, flip flops-now??? You're so weird and german sometimes“ xD I probably am ;) But they like me for that :D I use to go around in flip flops march-oktober sometimes, but I didn't live in sweden by that =D

foooood

As you all now am I not the best cook =P I never really learned it and its a bit unnecessary to cook for only one person every day. But I can do my basics, everything I need to survive =P But I'm improving my cooking =) These days I made something simple and delicious.

Tagliatelle with molten butter, ham and parmesan, some herbs and thats it =) veeery tasty, try it ! Didnt have so much time and not much left in my fridge, Joel and Greger ate my last meatballs =D

ice cream !!!

Monday- wonderful day ! Sunny and 12°C =) just perfect. Unfortunately did my internet not work, hope it will soon again ;-/ So I fixed some things today, had to print out, copy and send some stuff. Then I went out for a walk with Ida =) lovely weather as I said, and I always enjoy her company and some chat =) After that I washed, feels like I washed all of my clothes haha, way too much ;-) Ida and Henke came over in the afternoon for some tea, joel and greger showed up as well, waiting for ice cream ;-) I suggested to have some ice cream cause he was in the “city“ for some things. Well my thought was to go out and eat it outside (remember- warm and sunny), but obviously not :P I said that I can buy some and they left to fix some things again. Ida, Henke and I went out for a walk and some ice cream (my first for this year =) outside in the sun. 

Cant imagine, its really spring, not so much snow left anymore, warm and wonderful =) Anyway, I guess Greger really wanted to have chocolate ice cream cause he called to tell me that I was not at home with the ice cream that I promised :P So I bought some then, went home and he finally got his ice cream =D they even got coffe ^^ and dinner !! :-P After that we watched some tv and got rid of some rubbish, fixed some things in our trainingslocal and talked about some things to do in the club. And that was my monday.. Still got all this clothes when I came home xD So calm evening with putting everything away and some tv. =) 

ice cream in this entry: 5

weekend

I actually wanted to study this weekend, didnt really work out though, as always.. Had L-Å over on friday after training, had some tea and talked some hrs, good laughers and always nice to have a chat with someone =) You feel even relieved somehow if ou can talk about all the things on your mind.

Sunny on saturday and 7°C, very windy though, but it felt like home, as you know do I come from the baltic sea, and its always windy there ^^ So after some shopping for the evening did I went out for a long walk, something about 1 1/2hrs, some music on and just through Norsjö here and there :-) Time to free your mind and just let go everything..
The evening did I spend at Ida and Viktors place, we had dinner together, chicken in curry-coconut sauce (sounds familiar hm? :-P ), was good =) After that more chats and fun in good company, some drinks as well ^^ juice for everyone under 18 ;-P Was quite tired though.. Got even a ride on Tobbes moped =P

max is watching the food :P

Sunday is cleaning day, woke up something past 8am, skyped and then I decided to clean: first at home and then the location just as every weekend. After that I will do at least something for university :P so how was that now with the new week and new possibilities? :-/ doesnt really work :-( Anyway, I'll try, just dont give up.. No cuddling this weekend though =(

Oh even booked my trip to germany, at least the first part of it :-P so berlin, wed 29.06.2011 08:05am =) cant wait !!! gonna be awesome !!

Have a nice week everybody

Losing my mind

Maybe back in June you find
All you ever want
That’s what people say to me
On my crying days

Step into my dreaming space
Hide behind the door
Demons stole my pride when they got bored

Try to get away for good
Leaving on a train
Find that all that matters to me
Blew away with the wind

Hope I find a shady yard
Where I can stay and find my way
Sing a song in minor breaks the day

I’ve been losing my mind for so long
I’ve been losing my mind for so long
I’ve been losing my mind for so long
Maybe that’s all I’m ever gonna do

The road to home seems far away
I tried to drew a map
Holding on to memories
Of the paradise
I will search for harmony
Get a glimpse of glory days
Sing a song in minor get away

I’ve been losing my mind for so long
I’ve been losing my mind for so long
I’ve been losing my mind for so long
Maybe that’s all I’m ever gonna do

 

Mando Diao

update

funny, got Lena with to our Hapkido training, now we're 2 germans =D they're still mobbing me, but they maybe do it on lena soon? =D Hope that she'll come from time to time, but she actually got volleyboll and probably soccer.. Something is wrong with Tobias, I think its his new hobby to torture me xD Just wait for my revenge ;-)

Training is more and more fun, more and more people are coming and I guess everybody likes it =)We'll probably be part of the last school day this year, showing some Hapkido.

Now that I dont have my dogs anymore do I use to borrow spike from time to time =D  I borrow him for walks or sleepovers those nights I'm alone =D Got something to cuddle with ;-) Will see if his brother still acts weird when he's gone, he used to go crazy from time to time without him so we'll try and see if it works =)

Had a lot do write for university these days, met my mother for lunch on thursday and enjoy the lovely sunny weather outside. Besides that we had around -15 and more during the nights in the beginning of the week ;) Around 0° though during the day. But we're supposed to have a lot of plus from now on :P

Watched a movie with Greger and Joel after training, one day I watched a horror movie with ida (daytime ;). First of all did that movie have 3 different names =D but one of them is "haunted child". Not really a movie for horror-fans, we were laughing most of time, and 80% of that where while watching max and spike looking at each other =P on friday was it time for fredagsmys ;) with Greger, had dinner around 1pm *lol* and talked about everything possible untill something past 4am with beer and popcorn. So you can guess that we slept quite long on saturday :-P Becca made lunch (or breakfast? or was it actually dinner? was sth around 3pm :P), chicken and rice =) went home lateron to clean up my flat ;) actually wanted to do a bit for university (at least a bit) but I think I deserved a weekend without to do anything, worked the whole friday and finished everything I needed to do =) Went to Ida and Viktor in the evening, was fun to be around with them =) Max (the cat) is funny, you can actaully do everything with him. But he's a bit scared everytime I come cause the first two times I've been there did I come with dogs =D First Kira, then Spike ;) Lateron I went to the Medan (one of the two places you can go out in norsjö, and then just some saturdays =D ) But I tell you one thing, eat (and eat much) before you party =D it surely helps your balance ;)

Sunday did I spend in bed, just got out for cleaning the Hapkido location and another horror movie with ida and henke called paranormal activity 2. After that nothing special, was quite tired can I say =D But I went for a walk with Spike, its so wonderful outside, had around +10° today and sunny, snow is melting and hopefully gone soon =)

New week tomorrow again, this time I'll try to get out of bed earlier than 11am :P I mean there's no need, I can work untill midnight with my stuff, but it feels like you miss a lot from the day if you wake up 11.. 1pm it always feels like.. "ok wow, its only 2 hrs ago you got out of bed" =D big difference if you get out 9am ;) and you have more time to do sth inbetween if you want, doesnt do much after training anyway so, I should get out earlier, even if my bed is so comfortable ;-)

best thing to have breakfast on ;)

should I be concerned..?

..that this shirt fits me? Now you probably wonder whats wrong with it, found it when we cleaned up our hapkido location, put it on for fun actually cause this shirt is for kids age 8-10 (!!) =D you see its a bit short but perfekt for summer or with another shirt under =D Anyway, kinda like it so I asked if I could keep it ;-)