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new years eve tomorrow, any thoughts about last year, wishes for the next?

well yeah i guess, just like everybody? i've learned that regretting is kind of unecessary. you should take the negative things that happend and turn it so you can see it from the bright side-what did i learn? did it maybe even changed me in a good way? gave me a new point of view on things? maybe even a better one? we all make mistakes sometimes and we all do things we wish that we wouldnt have done. but thats life :-)

 next year will be great i think. just hope that this stupid cold will go away. done with my education, will start to work in two days, earn money, meet new people, learn a lot of new things and will give a lot of knowledge to others-i hope at least haha :)

 then i just hope for some life situations to change more forward, but life is treating me well :) hope me and my beloved will remain healthy. will even hope that we finally can make our long-planned trip to germany to see my family again :-)

so i wish you all a happy new year and good luck with everything ♥

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x-mas in pictures

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-25*/-30*

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sleepless

oh gosh this feels so crazy, done with school and a permanent job :) 

cant sleep, just rolling around trying to close my eyes-not working.. 

life will get so much easier, better and more opportunities..! :)

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As I lay here with little to do, I spend all my time missing you

me and my studygroup

SuperAwesome! Got a call today from the chief where I hate my latest internship and she offered me a job not far from where I live :) Its a preschool that will open 7/1 so i start working 2/1 and it feels great! One test left from my studies in the middle of january but that feels ok, still have my graduation on wednesday this week!

Two days left of my education, having a job from january, earning money, celebrating christmas with my love and just feeling good :) the only thing missing now is a bigger flat but it will solve itself soon I think :)

So happy new year to all of you :D

meanwhile in sweden..

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umeå

On friday did greger and i drive to umeå to visit linnea and help her to move :) friday evening was quite soft, first some really good indian food and after that drinking games and plenty of laughters. So quite late saturday because everyone just got a headache and way too less sleep ;) but we managed moving quite quickly and could relax the rest of the saturday. Mostly just laying on yhe sofa and quite unmotivated did Linnea and i decide to make a movie marathon and watched indiana jones movies for quite some hours. Today i continued my journey to university, last week and it feels good :) so off to bed soon and 3more days to go :-)

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would you get up..?

Its a fight every wintermorning when its snowing outside, its just so dark and unpleasant outside that you dont want to get up. Thank god that we only have -3,7* but i'd rather have sund and -15/-20*

Today is my fathers birthday, 

º◆•○hipp hipp hurraaaay○•◆º 

wish you all the best, 

hope that we can come soon to visit ☆ 

Will do some studies today before i am leaving for härnösand on sunday, last week at university :-) Have a nice day!

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unproductive

Last week before I will go to Härnösand again, feels weird I have to say haha but ok.. Cannot really motivate even if its really not that much left now, my friends are the same so its at least not only me.

Was going to buy some food today and I have to say that I was the only one outside o_O The reason could be that its -22* ? =P Bad thing is that I dont have my winterclothes, I left them in the car so they are in Pajala with Greger >.< Anyway, will just stay inside and be lazy study the rest of the week before I am leaving on Sunday. Talked to a friend and we even wanna try out simming and sauna after all these years of not-much-to-do-evenings at the university ;-)

Otherwise so is life just rolling, I actually dont like december because you dont have any money left after all the trouble buying and deciding what to buy for presents, plus that its my parents birthdays as well this month, so you have to thing about 2presents each and I am having trouble finding one..

Ok, more lazy day now, can study tomorrow ;)

the end is near..

On friday did i have my last day ever on(?) an internship from university! One of the women working there had her last day as well so they went out for dinner and asked me to follow :-) It was really nice and it feels good that i an done soon now that christmas is coming :-)

still waiting for some (hopefully) good news to see if the new year bring some other changes as well.. Feels good to get out working full time, only got one test left in the middle of January but thats no problem i think :-) Had a great time studying though, but looking forward to become a part of a working circle with a group of kids i can call my "own", to see them grow and learn things, to see me being an important part of their way into many years of education :-)

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roadtrip

Yesterday did i drive to umeå. Beccas volleybollteam had som matches there and the parents had to participate to get them there. 4hrs in one car with 3teenagegirls was quite.. intresting :-P
When we got there around 12:30 did i first leave to meet a girl from germany that just moved there. So i followed her and some studymates to the christmasmarked :-)
After that some german sweets at her place before i got back to see becca play a bit :)
 After a stop at subway afterwards did we drive back to norsjö again. Got even a massage haha-well, bitz was sleeping behind me and probably dreaming that he was running so his feet on my back felt like a massage :-P

I actually dont like volleyboll, hated when we had to play it in school, one of the worst things i knew but i survived :P Its fun though to watched her playing (even if she complained that i missed the match when she was best), we all need something to do that we like. Will see if I'll do some sport again when I am done with university, not that I need it just to do something else. Body and soul will feel better :)

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data

Rearranged a bit when we took in the other computer as well :)

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shopping!

oh boy, cant remember the last time i spent so much money on clothes, i think i actually never did haha. Can i use "someone forced me" as an excuse? :D but  i have to admit i am quite happy ;)

So, i bought 2 dresses (the white one only 50:- (5€)!) , one jeans, 3 skirts (30:- each!), tops, tights, nailpolish and shoes that actually cost 1000:- but i said that some stones are missing (you actually dont even see it) and he said "I will make you a good price then"... 600:- haha, nice one ;)

So tonight i will go out in härnösand, first time i am here over a weekend so lets see how that will be, funny i suppose :)

what a month actually.. spent so much money haha, now i wont do it for the next 12 months :P

have a nice one!

i belong with you, you belong with me, you're my sweetheart ♡

Off to härnösand tomorrow for my exam paper on thursday. Pretty nervous but ok, i'll fix that, almost done :)

So! Have a great rest of the week :)

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New car, caviar, four star daydream, think I'll buy me a football team

Have been hanging in front of the computer with Greger for about 2wks now to look for a new car and finally found one that looks good, is good, not too expensive and not too far away :)

So it was roadtrip to Skellefteå (was in Norsjö for the weekend) on saturday :D Took the kids and got some things in the city before we went to look at the car in the evening. It didnt take two minutes haha. Think he didnt expect to sell it that fast ;) So went inside and fixed all the money and paperwork and left with the new car, Audi A6 quattro 2001, and a happy new owner jumping around like a child haha. So leaving for Härnösand on wednesday will be fun :)

So back home in Skellefteå on sunday after a nice and really expensive weekend haha. But i am satisfied; new save and really nice car, new computer, not complaining about snow anymore and almost done with university; life feels simply good right now :)

So! Tired after Greger left 5am in the morning to work in Pajala (its lke the north end of sweden haha), will fix some tasks for university and prepare myself for my exam part 2 in Härnösand on thursday, part 3 of 3 will be just a simple presentation in december and than I am DONE hihi :)

Have a nice week!

winter is coming..

So i went to norsjö on friday to get my wintertires. At first we did it on gregers car and as you can see did we have expert help from gabriel ;-) in the evening we had dinner at johannas place and singstar lateron with tobias,johanna, marcus and greger.

On saturday did we fix my car then and in the afternoon did i went to ida to see spike. He was so glad when i came and followed me everywhere. Really miss him ♡ Really slippery outside, icy on the streets, but beautiful without clouds. Hope it wont rain anymore. So back in skellefteå again and so does my free weekend after the exampaper end. Now a lot of other stuff to do.. at least no snow here :-)

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spike ♥

Miss my cute cuddling dog ♥

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So, rainy, windy and cold.. stomach ache, headache and tired because i am not sleeping.. I hope some parts will just go away tomorrow when i am done with my exam work. Totally sick of it now and under pressure. So the weather is not really helping i can say.. And more snow in norsjö, at least not here..

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first snow in norsjö

13.10.2012; first snow (just for the records), 22.10.2011; first snow- way too early this year after that shitty thing called summer :0 But here in skellefteå we dont have any snow, ~10* during the days and ~5* by night.

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you can never get enough compliments

Done with the first internship week, 3more to go in november (pitty, no job then ;( ). Went very well and everyone was happy with having me there. Got a lot of compliments for how i work and even how i do my hair all the time haha. Even saved a little bird that somehow came ib. Everyone (even the teachers lol) were afraid so i catched him in a calm moment, didnt seem to bother him :-) So lifesaver and a lot of compliments haha. And lovely kids of course happy to see me :-)

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6am

good morning, off to work :-)

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74 days..

..untill i have my last day at university :0 can you actually believe it? off to work then saving money for trips and furniture haha. so just wish me luck these next months :-)

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mpndays make me crazy

soo, todays lunch, will see how that go :-P in a few hours i will go to julia and see if i can change my piercing to a shorter one so that i can finally talk and eat normal ;-) so tomorrow i will start one week internship and got some tasks to do, only two more weeks so go for my exam work but its going really good :-) So then, have a fantastic week everyone!

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always believe that something wonderfull is about to happen ♡

boring study night but i slept most of the time cause i felt exhausted from not being able to eat that much, really hungry :3 so some more writing to do, feels good right now cause i got some great interview answers about the kultural preschool, internship next week just across the street and then one more week to go before i have to be done with my exam paper :-) hope its going good for the others as well :-)

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day 2

ok my tongue is a bit bigger today so i couldnt change to a shorter one as i hoped, maybe tomorrow, cause 18mm is really too big for my little mouth :-D doesnt really hurt that much as i expected :-) days are getting colder, shorter and darker, but i still hope that winter will wait a while before its arrives.

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piercing ;-)

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Love runs from my head down to my toes

So as I told you before did i spend some days further north and enjoyed the jacuzzi =P When I arrived on friday we even met some german people so we were sitting and talking with them drinking beer and whiskey, nice to hear some german again :)

Yeah he had to work every day so i entertained myself with writing my master dissertation, bubbling and walking outside taking pictures :) Now I am home again and will have some internship next week, in two weeks I've gotta be done with my master :O But its going quite well-i hope =P

all these little things in life..

Greger had to work this weekend too so we decided that I could come and stay there so that we could meet at last now that he got some more weeks up there. So on friday me and Maria left one week in Härnösand behind us and got homewards. I droped her off in Umeå and continued to Skellefteå to leave and get some stuff before I continued my journey up to Arjeplog. He said that they had no snow there only the place where they work, but i still had some snow beside the road on my way. 

I do hope that winter wont come too soon but I have to say its not that cold as i thought it would be, its around 7/9* :)

fall III

So, done in härnösand for this week, only my exam and two more weeks left than i am done! :D

Can believe it that i am done before christmas :-) then its time for a real job :-) but i started to work as a substitute teacher so next week i will get my first salary :-)

Learned a lot this week, really intresting but even a bit hard, so much information in one week and long days, the hardest time is between 16:30-17:00 where you just wait to finally can go home but you still have to focus ;-)
But had good weather most of the time, around 11* Up in the mountains you already have some snow, but still around 7* up in arjeplog :-) so i hope that we wont get snow too soon :-)

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some people..

..are far beyond my way of understanding.. caring so much about others life, even think that they actually know how you live it and what you should do, even seem to know why others are doing certain things.. those people obviously got enough issues themselves..

Reason why i am writing this is because i got a really weird comment i have to say-of course no name. And i really dont understand how this person really thinks to be so well-informed about my life and actions? Not that i actually care but i just dont understand. Fine, some people obviously think my life is more intressting and they act as if they would care but common.. dont get into thinks you only assume to know about.

And just for the records, i didnt colour my hair for someone else haha, i did it because i have been blonde my whole childhood and if you would truly know me you would have been able to figure that out yourself :-) and i am certainly not running after others, i am happy with both myself and my life and i have people who fill my days with pleasure, i have certain people that love me, that mean a lot to me and actual friends that actually care and actually are there if i need them. So i need no anonym comments, can you not say it to my face or at least a name behind it- let it be. Take care of your own issues cause i wont waste energy on people like this, i got rid of my energythieves and am surrounded by positive and caring people ♡

way too much that i actually waste a whole entry on you :)

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untitled

Sitting in my room in harnösand and try to work on my examwork these free hours.. but its not really working :-P hanging on the phone most of the time or chatting with friends, checking ikeas homepage.. yeah easy to distract right now haha :-) Today i was listening to some examinations, we are supposed to go to 3 so i have one left on friday so i skip going to them week 44 and only have to get here one day for my own exam :-) Time for some supper soon, only 3days left now ♡ :-)

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blablabla

Sitting and reading one of my books before i will be on my way to university. Will pick up maria (one of my studymates) in umeå so i will have company on my way down :-) Today it looks foggy and rainy outside, we had so good weather these past days but ok, as long as its not raining cats and dogs i dont mind :) So one week 8-17 eeevery single day, bad aircirculation and way too much information at once but hey, last months forever! :D Hope you all had a nice weekend!

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Fall II

fall

The nights are getting colder, its grey, windy and rainy but some days (thank god most of the days) its sunny, the trees are coloured and the sun is warming up my face ♡

Next week its time for härnösand again, 8-17 every day listening to someone and the exampaper is still not getting much longer.. so not really looking forward, just want it to be over..
Otherwise i am working some days every week wich feels good, even got to know how much money i get per hour and its quite much for the fact that i dont count as fully educated untill january! :-)

But a really sad fact is that i have to give away my cutypie doggyheart spike ♡ :-( i dont have the time for him anhmore that he need and i dont think you should have a dog if he is home alone all day long.. can hardly stop my tears from running down my face but its better if he gets i to a family with a bigger space in and outside and of course more time..
This week he will be with ida who bought the dogs with greger ~6yrs ago and really wants to have him back. Will see, right now i just miss him hanging on me in bed :/

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its peanut butter jelly time

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hehe :3

44likes? Thanks guys ♡ makes me feel really good, something you cant get enough of when youre stressed out with around 50 pages. Getting colder btw, some nights under 0* hoping for more work this and next week so i can get some money to pay a trip i am longing for long time hehe :3 Have a good one!

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none alcoholic drinks..

..are just as tasty as alcoholic ones

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rugby

They finally started rugby here in skellefteå so they had their first game today :-) kinda cold, had around 0* the last two nights brrr but ok. Study weekend, see ya later :-)

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spontanious girlsnight

Yesterday at 9 anna sent me a message and asked if she could come over with a bottle of vodka ;-) i was a bit upset this evening so that seemed to be a good idea. So we were sitting home drinking vodka and talking, had a nice evening and no headache the day after (at least i didnt ;-)

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feeling good

In the morning i went out for a 30min walk in the sunny weather with spike before work, then i worked and they wanted to have me even longer so i worked to 4pm, after that i fixed some stuff and then i went to the gym for some sporty activity with anna for 2hrs :-) so i feel good. Now some tea with anna before i go home, even studied today, hopefully i will have that much energy tomorrow as well ;-)

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rainy weekend

gosh its just raining, every day, all the time! spent one day in norsjö, met my mother for lunch, some friends and 'renovated' my new 'home' in norsjö hehe ;-) got a place to stay but will tell you more about that later. now i will go to bed, got my first job tomorrow 8:30-13:00 and cant wait, thats gonna be fun :-) hope the sun will come out some time too so i wont be lazy afterwards and actually do some studies as well :-)

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moving forward

fall is here, rainy, kinda cold and grey.. you cannot really enjoy being outside anymore.. so this week i went to get me a job :-) it will be way to stressy with a fulltime job now this next months with my exam and everything so i am a substitute teacher now for preschool and german in higher classes. had to do this IT course today for this program where you fill in when you're free and then you get a textmessage with suggestions and say either yes or no. allready got my first job on monday! :D so thats feels good, will make some money and get into work so will easily have something when i am done with school in january :-) tomorrow i will go to norsjö to spent some time with my dear people :-) and i will lock myself in an study :D feel good as a blondie btw and its hopefully growing fast ;) quite long actually now if you compare with before :) have a nice weekend!

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