thank you..

for making me smile every day

<3 <3 <3

hardworking dogs

After my exam I visited the school I had my practical course, the kids were very happy and wanted me to stay a bit longer. It was quite cold today, -19° but sunny.
When I went home a had lunch and then out with the dogs, I took the big sledge for the first time, Finouk was too young last year and Kira was not really eager to pull me alone. So now I have two grown up dogs, willing to pull me through the impressive winter landscape. The sledge is very easygoing and not too heavy for the dogs, really enjoyable I have to say =) We started to train with the little sledge a while ago so we took it slow today with that one, returned after one hour. Finouk is a hardowrking dog and always eager to run all the time while kira just stops running when she's tired.

So here you can see that she didn't wanna pull me anymore ;-) But I guess she was not so happy because Finouk didn't wanna pull her as well so even Kira had to walk home ;-)
Now both of them are sleeping, looking forward to continue tomorrow but now off to my books again, always a lot to do ;-)

once upon a time

 I was born in Rostock, a city in the north of germany, around 200.000 inhabitants if you care ;) So not such a small town.. On these two pictures you see my dad and my mother, and as you already can imagine- the sweet little girl is me =D

I lived all my life in that city and enjoyed my childhood, it happened quite often these past couple of weeks that I was just laying in my bed, thinking about the past =)

I used to do a lot in my spare time, I went riding most of the time, about 7years, I was swimming for a couple of years and I danced standard dance 6yrs, after that one year jazz. I even played guitarr for 6 years so as you can see, I did a lot of things ;-) We used to travel a lot so I've seen a lot of the world already in young years.

my favorite horse rowdy =)

Then I didn't do anything at all for a while before I started to play rugby, I kinda start to forget things lol, but as far as I can remember did I start it when I was 14 ? Funny thing, my coach was my french teacher, he talked a lot about rugby and I was interested in doing sth else so I started with rugby =) Not that girly as the rest I did before ;-)

When I moved to sweden I didn't have the time or possibilities to do anything, I used to swim with a friend from time to time but it was a while ago and now she just got her first child so I guess I've gotta wait a while =D But I found sth else I enjoy, I'm out with my dogs very much, about 2hrs every day if I'm not lazy ;-) Winter is great, after jogging and inline-skating with them in autumn I just sit on my slegde now and let them pull me ;-)

Yeah well, I just felt like writing something about myself, most of you know me how I am now, but especially the people I got to know the last two years do not know so much about me from my past =)

the four crazy kids you see there are me and my cousins ;-) they live in Berlin and I really miss all of them =) I got to see them from time to time but as you probably can imagine I dont meet them quite often, nobody from germay, I live way to far north lol =D

weekend

I am a bit stressed at the moment because I have quite much to do for university, exam on monday and then I have to read 4books for my exam at home from 6.12-10.12. :-( I missed a lot while I was sick so I even have to do other small tasks that I have to hand in as well.
But it will be quite calm when I come in that course that I want to come in first next semester in january so I really hope that it works =)

Besides studying I had a great weekend, I was outside with the dogs and slegde, weather was sunny and cold, around -18° by now but ok for me, its a differend sort of cold as it is in germany, its not so humidly.

The rest of the weekend did I spend with my boyfriend greger and his kids rebecca and tobias. Yesterday we had dinner with one of his friends, an elk terrine, very tasty ! The dessert was good as well, some cake with mintchocolate and some alcoholic drinks =D
Johanna picked us up to drive us home (way too long ago that I met her, really need to do that soon!) and then we played singstar, I started to sing with tobias but then his voice flopped because of his cold so he decided to play computer instead ;) After that becca, greger and I were singing before we started to play Tekken, one of my favorite games when I was younger so that was really long ago that I did that :)
  After a second kind of dinner around 1am we started to watch a movie while snuggling but decided to go to bed then and had a really nice chat about everything possible-until 5am ;-) before we fell asleep.

I can really say that I like him very much and enjoy every minute we spend together even if we both have a lot to do at the moment but things will calm down after a while and the stress around us will be gone or at least it will be not as much as it is right now.
A lot of people are not really happy about us being together because of the agedifference but I dont care, it's got to feel right and it really does, so many things I like about him and so glad that his family seems to like me as well, especially for kids can it be very hard when their parents have a new parter, and especially when they are not much older as the kids, and even the other way around, not everybody can get along with the kids.
But I like them and enjoy being with them as well, I'm just looking forward that this will work and as I said it just feels good and right so I'm really affirmatory =)

Ok then, off to my studies again, wish me luck tomorrow, 8am !

found some funny glasses at my dads place =D

todays weather: sunny, -13° and some snow so that it cover the landscape, but not so much actually

Germany, November 2010 (continuation)

As you probably can imagine I did not only went to germany to celebrate my grandparents golden wedding, I took the chance to meet friends and family even if the time there was quite short.


So after I finished my exam I went to Jena for one night to visit a friend, funny circumstances cause we never really met even if we know each other for 3 yrs now =D So I had a really nice time with him, another funny fact is that he's swedish :-P
Amazing was also that we had +20° the next day while the others back home in sweden had around -20° :-P
Imagine to sit on the roof terrace with sun and 20 plus in the morning, not so bad I have to say ;)

view from håkans roof terrace in jena

 

 

 

When I left the next day I met my old friend Lisa in Leipzig, she moved there with her boyfriend to study, we went to school together and she's one of my closest friends :) we had some coffee (well, I dont drink coffee, so it was hot chocolate instead :-P ) and talked a lot, after some hours I continued my journey homewards to grandma, about 45minutes from Leipzig, on my way home Greger called so we talked almost all the way home :) he called me sometimes and we met on msn almost every day so it was a bit easier, still missed him quite a lot :) But I guess I have to say sorry, dont wanna see the bill, its not that cheap to call from sweden to germany on a cell phone :-P bit it was nice to hear his voice :)

The next day we left grandmas place to travel back to sweden, on our way we had a short and pleasant stay at my aunt and cousins place for lunch, the dogs were quite excited, so was one of my cousins and he was cuddling with them all the time :D

martin, one of my 3 cousins ;)

me and gabi ;)

Unfortunately we didn't have much time so after some hours we continued our journey to Rostock, my beautiful hometown from where we took the ferry to sweden again, but first I visited my dad of course, and my (however you say it in english) schwip-cousin Gabi :-P So she's actually my cousins cousin..
It was fun, we watched movies, had some wine and good food, we tried to be a band but it turn out to be a bad idea, we should just let my dad play his guitarr and the rest :-P but it was fun anyway ;)

Unfortunately I got sick, fever and a cold after that so the trip home to the north of sweden was not pleasurable =( actually planned to vstop by two more friends in sweden but we skipped that to get home as soon as possible where I continued with some fever and a cold :(

But now I'm on my way to feel better again so I can continue with my studies =) Had a great time in germany, even if it was way too short but I'm glad to meet at least some of you, have way too many friends lol ;-)

hugs and kisses to all of you <3

gabi and my dad playing guitarr :-P

parking space for women ;)

the right thing..

 

Take time to listen to your heart.
Sometimes you need not to ask yourself
Who you really love most,
But ask yourself who really makes you happy
And who makes you feel loved.

Study...study...stud...stdy...sty...stfa...sfa...face...facebo...facebook

ok, exam tomorrow and tuesday, really tried to read that stupid book that I only have as pdf so not really sth I like. And its so b.o.r.i.n.g ! I really don't know what I'm actually reading ! Anway, will work tomorrow (I hope) =D Cannot really focus I have to say, a lot of things are disturbing like yeah, facebook :-P and some thoughts I have on my mind all the time..

Well didn't really do other things this weekend, had still a lot of food left and some nice video chats today and yesterday evening so that was really nice :) feels directly better to see certain persons that are so far away :) but I'll be home soon :) <3 amazing how time is actually fleeting but sometimes it just stands still..

Even if I have to study a lot here I still have some time left to think without much around me, and it's an amazing feeling to have some who really miss you and you didn't realize before how intense this feeling can be before you're that far away, was very long ago I had that feeling in that extent..

And to be married 50 years.. just amazing, I guess nobody in this generation can manage this, most of the peoples relationship doesn't even last 10 years anymore.. Its kinda sad actually but I guess thats just the way it is.. Its different now.. even if I saw a lot of things, I still don't give up, there is one true love for everybody out there, a love that can last a lifetime <3

grandma's and grandpa's golden wedding 05.11.2010

So here we go, grandma's and grandpa's golden wedding, it was amazing how much food we actually had !
In the morning the mayor came over to congratulate so we had some food and coffee and talked about the good old times =D A little while after that we had lunch (so unnecessary !) before we watched a movie to relax a bit. My grandma was already nervous but it got worse later ;-)

  

Around 2pm arrived the ordered wedding cake, even if it doesn't really look like a cake when they came with it, it looks more like some kind of bomb =D
anyway, have to say that we didn't even eat half of the part above :D But it was very tasty though. So now we'll probably eat it every day and give it even to other people that visited us later that evening, otherwise it would just stand there ;) or we just save some for the next wedding day :D Even better, the untouched part can we save for my wedding =D Haha no better not, guess it will take a while before I get married ;)

So all of us where sitting there, totally filled up with cake and wondered how we should eat all the other stuff in the evening, cause we ordered some more food ;)
So the other guy came with it around 5pm and I have to say 1kg cheese is quite much ! same with the rest :D So again, way too much food but at least we had some more people to help us with it. Here some more impressions, I'm still not really hungry and slept kinda all day even if I have to study for my exam on monday =D So enjoy the pictures and think about 50yrs of marriage, don't think its possible nowadays, you can be happy if a couple manage 10yrs !!

miss you..

as i sit with little to do, 

my mind is filled with thoughts of you. 

as I work hard throughout the day, 

I miss your smile that's miles away. 

as I lay down and try to sleep, 

its memories of you I always keep. 

you must know this, my love so true. 

I spend all my time missing you. 

germany

On saturday we left norsjö to travel to germany for grandmas golden wedding, but before that we went to friends on sunday, the family I lived with when I was in sweden before I moved, so that was fun I can say! Incredible how time is fleeting, kids are already grown up (well, I remember when they were 3 and 5 yrs, now they're 10 and 8 and the little girl is soon 4yrs, I remember when Frida was pregnant with her and it feels like yesterday !

Unfortunately we had rain all the time and it was quite stormy the last day on our last part with the ferry, so typical, Finouks first long trip with ferry and everything else and it was stormy :D but she did quite well, slept very good but was very observing all the time. The rest of the trip was ok, as you can see my dogs always sleeping comfortable in the back seat ;)
So we arrived yesterday evening (wed.) after a short stop in my hometown rostock where I even got a new haircut :D Use to have quite curly hair but that looks not bad I have to say :) Bought a new cell phone as well, actually my x-mas present but I'm already using it :D Its a LG-GS290 in case you care ;)

So tomorrow we'll have the golden wedding, we'll have a lot of food and way to much cake I can say!
Bye for now, I have to continue studying, exam on monday :D